Oh Crap! – Musings of an Unperfect Mommy

Food Addiction

September 19, 2015

It’s been a long day – physically tiring. My back and feet are hurting and my patience is wearing thin. We have eaten dinner and I am sitting at the computer looking up stuff in the hopes to help my soul. Re-start my life. I am having coffee and gingersnaps. I am also thinking of the bag of cheddar and caramel popcorn that I plan on diving into later. I keep thinking that somehow the food will fill the empty space inside me. I don’t even know what is supposed to fill that space, but there is a longing for something and food (never the healthy kind) fills it temporarily. The thing is I’m gaining more weight so I know I can’t keep doing this. I am using food for a purpose it was not intended to be. It needs to stop. Problem is – it feels like a good friend is abandoning me. Whenever I think about that it makes it hard to stop.

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